Heroine mixes senses and finds a sense of self

September 13, 2010|Diane White

Monique Truong’s “Bitter in the Mouth,’’ is a beautifully written, complex story of self-discovery. The narrator, Linda Hammerick, looks back from the vantage point of her 30s to her childhood in a small Southern town, a place where she never felt she belonged. It’s the premise of many coming-of-age stories, but Linda truly was an outsider, for reasons that emerge as her story progresses.

Linda is extremely intelligent but hampered in school by a form of synesthesia that causes words to evoke tastes. Her first name, for example, tastes of mint, her last name tastes of Dr Pepper (Lindamint HammerickDrPepper). She is also adopted, and Vietnamese, facts that neither her adoptive family nor Linda address until the end of the novel.

In the first chapter Linda, a Yale freshman, returns to Boiling Springs, N.C., because her dreadful grandmother Iris is dying: “She had never told a lie, and the fear of that had kept our family, a shrinking brood, together.’’ Iris’s last words to Linda are, “What I know about you, little girl, would break you in two.’’

Linda calmly replies with an epithet, provoking a suppressed laugh from her great-uncle Harper and “Hush your mouth,’’ from her estranged mother, DeAnne. “My grandmother Iris and I were both speaking the truth and DeAnne couldn’t stand to hear it.’’

At Yale in the late 1980s Linda learns a new word to describe the Hammerick family: dysfunctional. Her parents were unhappily married for almost 25 years before Linda’s adored, and adoring, father, Thomas, died. Linda’s beloved great-uncle Harper is a “confirmed bachelor’’ and closet cross-dresser. And Iris, who never told a lie, had a “slithery’’ phrase to delineate a fact from a secret: “Don’t tell anyone.’’ The Hammericks kept Linda’s secrets. The only clue she has about her origins is a sense memory, a bitter taste.

Only Linda’s best friend Kelly (Kellycannedpeaches Powellonions) knows about Linda’s synesthesia. Truong is at her best describing their friendship. As little girls they share everything, including a passion for Dolly Parton, a devotion to the baby Jesus, and a crush on the same classmate, Wade (Wadeorangesherbet). Outwardly they go their separate ways in high school, but they remain friends, writing hundreds of letters to one another over the years.

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