Much of this book is told conversationally, in the kind of dry, almost laconic style fans of McMurtry’s fiction will recognize. Holding his own first book, 1961’s “Horseman, Pass By,’’ for example, he reports that he “just felt sort of flat.’’ Pondering the bound volume, he realizes that his greatest thrill comes not from being published but from the process itself - “the rush of sentences, the gradual arrival of characters who at once seem to have their own life,’’ he explains.
He charts his development from age 6, when he seemed to learn to read “spontaneously.’’ His early reading was voluminous, but he is quick to downplay any claims of inherent superiority and basically presents his budding love affair with the written word as a booby prize for not being able to master math.
As a young writer, McMurtry explains, he benefited from having a few good teachers and growing up in an era that still celebrated the written word. But even as he describes those who helped along the way, what becomes clear is that he also possesses a work ethic that has him writing five pages each day, even through periods when he is teaching, moving, or watching his 11-year-old son perform on the set of “Daisy Miller’’ in Europe (the boy had been cast in the film by director Peter Bogdanovich, a family friend).
Such dedication isn’t always easy, and he writes winningly about an artist’s insecurities. “I hoped to be a writer, but it was not until I had published my fifth book . . . that I became convinced that I was a writer and would remain one,’’ he admits. Later, while finishing “Terms of Endearment,’’ which he considers “among the very best pages I have written,’’ he confronts the writer’s version of a midlife crisis: “I still wrote my five pages every day. It was just that I no longer liked the five pages . . . in fact, I disliked them, sentence by sentence.’’